it`s all over . im so fucking hurt nw .i`ve already done what you want me to do . satisfied ? hais . i didn`t want to , but since that`s what you want , i`ve no choice . hope you know what you`re doing .
i don`t know what you`re thinking abt ; neither do i know what exactly happened on that day . maybe you really don`t wanna explain to me bahs , i dunno ~ it`s up to you . like what i`ve said , maybe somehow she needs you more than i do lorhs . perhaps eventually you`ll choose her .
looks like im the only one suffering now . nobody knows , who cares anyway ? besides my friends , jie and kor .. hais . you know nothing , nothing at all . u noe wad ?
i cut myself again , you know not ? i doubt so . sigh ... anyway , both of you seem to be enjoying each other`s company now . hais . what am i talking abt ? without my existance , definitely life would be easier for the both of you lahs . hais .
whatever it is . it`s all over . i`ve got no more say . if you think this is the best solution to everything , den so be it .
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haisss . last night , i read through all the messages you sent in the past . how fake can they be ? promises here and there . end up leis ? you broke ALL of them . how nice huh ? i thought after the 3 months , you know how 2 tink already , but i was wrong . hais . a relationship which i`ve spent so much effort in saving still has to end afterall . ='(
i dunno lahs . just dun do things which you`ll regret in future . that`s all i can say .
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sian . tuition tmr . hais . dun tink i`ll be coming home after that . dunno where i wanna go also . hais . depends lahs .
time: 7:22 AM: over ? ='(