hmmm ... this morning , i sms-ed her saying that i dun blame her at all , so she don`t have to feel guilty and i was serious lahs . i admit i did blame her initially , but coming to think of it . i shouldn`t have done that lorhs , it wasn`t totally her fault . hais ... i guess she knows how im feeling bahs . somehow i tink im so dumb la ... all along , she`ve spared a thought for me but i didn`t ... hais .
that`s all abt me and her . we`re still friends lahs . =)
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i dunno why but i just don`t have the courage to look at you like what i`ve always did in the past . hais .
i feel so confused all of a sudden . hais . forget it . just let me be , i`ll be fine .
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damn . im not getting back my phone this weekend . gay ... but im going to beg my mum to return me . LOL .
time: 8:00 AM: hais hais hais .