been nearly a week since i last blog. hmmmx ... school re-open and my mum didn`t allow me to use the computer. sigh ... pathetic me ... anyway, i shall post about this entire week. so it`s gonna be another long long post ... enjoy. =)
monday : stayed back with jie to go computer lab do things. stayed until 3+ only cause jie`s mummy fetching her home, so she cannot pei me. dearx was the one who`s suppose to be accompanying me but last minute tell me he not free, he`s going skcc to play bb. -.-" bb`s more important than me ... made me so angry and lonely, had to go home ALL ALONE. sucks
lorhs. i simply HATE that kinda feeling. i CANNOT be alone
ders. anyway, i told my mum about me and dearx
lers. hahas. she didn`t really say anything. i was so happy ! then i secretly used my dad`s phone to sms dearx and tell him. hahas. anyway, people asked me if i got a shock from the boy who drowned, who has the same name as dearx. hahas. of cause i did
la, that goes without saying. LOLS.
tuesday : siew wen + yan ling + shiyi came my house to do our project in the afternoon after having lunch at cp with sw + yl. so funny. lols. used my mum`s hp messaged dearx in the night when she went out. hahas.
wednesday : my mum kept nagging non-stop in the car on the way to school. got so fed up with her. toopiid. early in the morning 4am came to question me, ask me why never do my holiday homework. idiot. then i fake as if i sleeping
la. cause i didn`t want to answer her. lols. then she kept nagging and nagging in the car ... freako. she even wanted me to end my r/s with dearx which is like SO DAMN FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE ??!! i can do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING but NOT things that has something to do with dearx. i was so damn angry
la, ask me do such things, might as well ask me go and die, this goes to show that she don`t think with her brains. =D wrote a ` complain letter ` to dearx during lesson time. hahas. stayed back after school with yl for mural painting cause i thought perhaps after that, we could continue with our project, but after that yl told me later too late
lers so she asked me to go home first but i didn`t want to cause come home so
sians lorhs. so i stayed. saw fel and kina then we walk here and there. after that, i found jie in the lab ! initially i didn`t see her. hahas. then we chatted for awhile and she gave me my letter. hehes. after that, i went home by myself ALONE AGAIN
lorhs. so damn bloody
sians la. but no choice. luckily i saw zhipei on the bus, at least got people
pei me talk else i would be so
zi bei. hahas. i fell asleep while watching tv when i reached home, my mum came back i also don`t know
la. also don`t know why i so tired. lols.
thursday : used my dad`s phone yesterday to message dearx ask him today can
pei me home
ma, told him to tell me the answer today in school but he never tell me
la. and i couldn`t find him anywhere after school. i thought i was going to be alone AGAIN. but luckily sy not staying back so we went cp
lorhs. was rather angry with dearx though he apologised for not accompanying me when i used sy`s phone to message him. but forget it
la. reached home around 5+, was shopping around with sy and friends to search for their madam`s birthday present. hahas. somebody* called so
pei him chat for awhile. went for my piano after that. was so
sians la. used my mum`s phone message dearx in the night and he told me that
my mum called him yesterday !!! luckily dearx never listen. hahas.
i shall stop here. it`s SO long already ... lols. continue some other days
bahs. =) dearx, i love you !!! muacks*
time: 8:59 AM: sch reopen, justin called.