yesterday`s piano exam was a no-no. it SUCKED. it was ATROCIOUS la, and i really meant ATROCIOUS !!! BOO~ the examiner really sucked la. i needed some time to think about how to play the scale he asked me to play so i took LESS THAN 30 SECONDS to think. BUT ! when i was about to get it, he told me " wendy, can you go on ? we have to go on. " then i forgotten everything la. SHIT HIM LA. DAMN-IT. so all i could do was simply play. wonder what he`s rushing for la, not even 30 seconds yet lorhs. ARGH~ SUCKS. SICKENING ASS. then for the rest i simply played. DOTS~ sigh ... in all, everything was wrong right after he opened his damn mouth.

whatever la. it`s over. i shall talk about what happened before and after the exam ... hmmmx ... jie and sam called me specially to wish me good luck when i was at home. aww~ so sweet right ? lols. met dearx at 3+ cause i was worried we would be late, we don`t even know how long would it take for the bus to come and for us to reach j8. surprisingly, we reached there at 4 which is like so damn early ? so i went to register first then went walking around with dearx. each level walk 1 round, calm myself down first. lols. initially, i joked to dearx that i skip the exam la, we go watch movie and he `agreed`. lols. after that, we went up again at around 4.30, then i started to get anxious again. dearx was so busy trying to calm me down. HA. then ... after that damn exam, i came out and started to make so much noise, complaining to dearx this and that, this and that. hahas. he kept laughing at me la, say what he see so many people come out, all also so happy and relaxed like that, only i come out so stressed and so noisy, so funny. LOLS. i don`t even know if i should laugh at him, angry at him or cry for the lousy performance. hahas ... then i told him to stop laughing la, so he stopped but his face SO SO SO funny, i see already also wanna laugh ah. hahas. then after that i told him to laugh for all he want. hahas. then we went off to take bus home cause there nothing to walk lers. i was so quiet on the bus cause i complained enough already. lols. then after that i fell asleep. hahas. ( tired after complaining and making so much noise. hahas. ) decided to meet my neighbour at the bus stop cause i needed someone to pei me home though it`s just a short distance and also because dearx can take 62 home from there, don`t make him walk up and down. lols. how thoughtful can i get. =X wahahahas ... dearx was so damn lame la. can`t stand him. such a crappy boy. hahas. but i still love him ! =)

if you* get to see this, just wanna tell you that i appreciated your apology, but what`s over is over. you don`t have to feel guilty at all anymore. even if it`s not for you, things would have spread because of he himself too. i don`t blame you at all lorhs, in fact i have to thank you for always being there for me last time. anyway, at least you felt guilty la, not like SOMEBODY. lols. we are still friends and will always be k ? friends forever. smile. =)

kaes, i gtg reply my jie`s letter already, bye everyone. take care. i love my precious boyyy~

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Wendy.
26 feb '90.
TP LOM.

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