a BIG BIG THANKS to my jie. [ samantha ] hehes. she was so nice to help me create this blog lorhs. love her so much nehs. hehes. what a nice jie jie i have. hehes.hais. quarrelled with dearx over some silly stuffs ydae. i nearly wanted to end this r/s but i thought it wasn`t worth it, so i didnt. and what`s more, i couldn`t bring myself to do that.to dearx : i know you dont like to be controlled, nobody likes to be controlled wad. you think i wanna control your life mehs ? i know you want freedom, that`s why from the start, i never control you and i never thought of it. but you really bu zi dong lorhs. all you care about is your friends and fun. i cant see you is already a torture to me, cant sms is worse la. you should understand de lorhs. and the way you talk ydae really pissed me off. you promised me you wont talk to me like that lers then what`s with your attitude ydae ? hais. you told me `even my parents i also dont care, think i will care if you dont give in to me, dont tink too much la.` if you think you can dun care them, you can also do the same to me, then fine. i got nothing to say. it`s up to you to decide. but just to let you know, your parents is your parents, me is me. what you said really made me very disappointed. hais. i know i was harsh on you on my part but have you thought of how i would feel ma ? there im just trying to care for you yet you took it as if i wanna pick a fight with you like that. i dont want you to claim that i dont care about you like what he* did in the past. i dont want to face the same scenario again, once is really enough for me to take. i used to be strong but now, im not as strong as you think im. i dont want to be hurt again. i really dont want... =*(no matter what, i still love my dearx...hope you would change. i dont think im asking for much right? hais...
time: 4:17 AM: thanks thanks...quarrelled with dearx.