haiis. dearx and me still like that lorhs. but but but ! i smsed him ydae night. though i was a bit reluctant to do so la, but do i look like i have a choice ? if neither of us give in, i don`t know when this cold war would end. so i gave in ... so much for saying i wouldn`t give in to him. sigh ... whatever la. sms him also no reply, so is like useless ? maybe he`s sleeping ? [ HA. am i deceiving myself ? ] sigh sigh sigh ... ydae i kept thinking what have i done wrongly. if he don`t want me to interfere in his life, then fine, i don`t. if he don`t want me to care then i don`t la. but people, tell me what`s wrong with caring for him ? haiis. it`s ridiculous la. i really have no idea what he want me to do now. if he have been waiting for me to give in, now i let him have his way lers. i already tui yi bu lers lorhs. what else is he expecting from me ? must i kneel down, xiang ta jing cha before he will forgive me for whatsoever thing he thinks i have done wrongly ? dearx, PLEASE, i have enough of all these lers. i beg you, spare a thought for me can ma ? sigh ...

kk ... think that`s enough of my thoughts. i went for my tuition in the morning. i didn`t do my homework so went there to can kao other people ders. LOL. and i really meant can kao okiies ? hahas. came home after that. was so bored la. haiis. i think im used to being alone and also BOREDOM ! hahas. shall continue later. im going hougang mall now ...

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Wendy.
26 feb '90.
TP LOM.

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